DEAD ALIVE MAG | Let's Go Somewhere Else

let's go some where else

as a child i ate gerbils often

i guess you could say i was pretty fucked up

i had 7 coffees and something like twelve panckakes today.

im online shopping.

i find i'm quite capable of quite a few cruelties on a daily basis

yesterday i had a dream i entered a long void and managed to emerge without changing in any meaningful way.

you can last a long time without feeling any type of guilt

what was that

hello?

i keep the illusion that a small woman lives in the cupboards i'm too lazy to fill up.

the key is to never really use anything you buy

in my experience any number of daily activities can lead to an increment in the total paranoia

i'm not sure if i'd like to still be invited to parties

i have to admit i'm not really invested

i find i don't light up the room

tonight i had a dream you could somehow communicate something through screams

what's a good thing to say before ignoring someone forever

someone should perfect a technique or method to keep falling down the stairs forever

as a child i slept on the floor and ignored stop lights what can i say

i had 18 tylenol tablets and then i felt sad for days

the other night i had a dream i was a bit younger but it didn't really make a difference in anything

at some point i'm going to start eating again

i can turn it around but i need some pointers

today mostly total dread

what's that noise

i know someone is there

alternate reality everything the same but anyone can dismember anyone

as a child i never once said sorry

today mostly total regret

if you can hear me go away

i used to dream i could levitate just enough to eat through the top of heads

i only recently pieced together actions have consequences

picture a man and a woman but they eat each other's fingers

tonight i had a dream of a long hallway but my face was splotched with a type of gore

the tv has decided it won't turn off

oh you're gone

take me somewhere i can lose a bunch of fingers

fifteen minutes just passed

what's the next thing

i'm too small for this crowd

i don't think i'm going to fit in

i used to dream i could walk through a series of hallways and end up where i began

i haven't slept in a long time

as a child i was known to bite through lips

no one ever teaches you the method everyone uses to kiss

as a child i was often talked to

i can't feel my lips

i'd like to wake up somewhere else

if i put on a hat i should be warm again

as a child i took long walks

nothing was as bad as i thought

it's not over

it's been five minutes

what have i experienced that i couldn't before

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